Monday, January 17, 2005 |
There are so many ways that I can take things right now.... Will I be moving to VA? If I do, why? I mean, obviously the answer is to work a good job..... but other than that... why? Why VA? There are so many different reasons.... maybe its because that's where someone and I will spend out lives..... but then, maybe its because I just need to start over and leave alot of things behind me. I have been trying for years and it just isnt going anywhere..... after so long you just have to sit back and wonder if it is time to erase everything and start over. I dont know where Im going.... I dont know who and what is supposed to be in my life anymore.... I just dont know... and I'm scared to death.... Ive been scared for a while... I just havent let on that I was..... because I know that God is going to take care of everything..... but Im really asking the question of how much more pain I will have to go through before everything is taken care of..... I'm doing well.... I have been helping so many people recently.... God has really been using me.... but I'm really starting to feel like I gave my last ounce this weekend.... that I really have nothing left..... It's a horrible feeling.... but ... it IS the feeling. (C)2003-2008, Bob K Mertz - Some Rights Reserved |
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hey bob,
i know things between you and i have been strange but i have not once stopped praying for you... we might have went our seperate ways but i have not once stopped praying.. i want you to know i will never leave your side.. you can call me no matter where you go..know that theres only one person that can truely help you get by and thats God.. i have been trying to straighten my life out.. and God is my strength.. God will provide b/c hes providing for me b/c i dont have a place to live when i go home.. b/c i was kicked out.. bob just know that we may be very far apart but i am praying and i am always here for you.. God will get you through and he will get me through..
love you,
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i know things between you and i have been strange but i have not once stopped praying for you... we might have went our seperate ways but i have not once stopped praying.. i want you to know i will never leave your side.. you can call me no matter where you go..know that theres only one person that can truely help you get by and thats God.. i have been trying to straighten my life out.. and God is my strength.. God will provide b/c hes providing for me b/c i dont have a place to live when i go home.. b/c i was kicked out.. bob just know that we may be very far apart but i am praying and i am always here for you.. God will get you through and he will get me through..
love you,
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