Sunday, December 04, 2005 |
I guess I've done alot.... and Im sure there is more to come.... but it's my friends and family that are there for me helping me through it all. I heard "Baby Girl" by Sugarland today on the radio and it was kind of a reassurance to me (I'll put the lyrics at the bottom of this post). I pray that one day I will be able to give back to all of those people that helped me out. People that read my blog and my emails always wanting to know whats up... showing that they care.... my family who is just unbelivable.... and my friends..... so many friends to thank.... All of my friends back in PA that are still with me.... people that taught me a lot and still continue to teach me.... and all of my new friends down here. Keith has done so much in helping me get down here and help get me adjusted and helping me with jobs and stuff.... and my friends from church who are just really welcoming and really care about me.... and, heck, my church it's self. Maybe I am doing some cool things and I'll be doing some great things.... but really its not me.... its the people in my life helping me and it's a loving God above watching over me and guiding me in the right directions even tho it may seem that I'm going in circles..... Maybe it's true that I'm dealing with alot of lonliness right now.... Not having that special girl in my life is tough.... but its not unbearable and its not like I can not live without her.... It's tough this time of year for me but its something I can pull through and be just fine... and learn alot on the way. I dont know where I'll be next year.... next month.... next week..... heck, I dont know where I'll be in the next day.... but I know that I'll be led by God and that I will have a group of amazing friends and family there for me where.... wherever that might be. "Baby Girl" by Sugarland They say this town the stars stay up all night, well I don't know, can't see em, through glow of the neon lights well its a long way from here, to the place where the home fires burn, well its two thousand miles and one left turn... [Chorus:] Dear Mom and Dad please send money, I'm so broke that it ain't funny, well I dont need much just enough to get me through, please dont worry cause I'm alright, see I'm playing here at the bar tonight well in this town I'm going to make our dreams come true. well I love you more than anything in the world, Love your baby girl black top, blue skies big town full of little white lies, everybodys your friend, you can never be sure, they'll promise fancy cars and diamond rings and all sorts of shiny things, but girl you'll remember what your knees are for [Chorus:] Dear Mom and Dad please send money, I'm so broke that it ain't funny, well I dont need much just enough to get me through, please dont worry cause I'm alright, see I'm playing here at the bar tonight well in this town I'm going to make our dreams come true. well I love you more than anything in the world, love your baby girl I know that I'm on my way, I can tell everytime I play, I'll know that it's worth all the dues I payed when I can write to you and say: Dear Mom and Dad I'll send money I'm so rich that it ain't funny well it ought to be more than enough to get you through please dont worry becasue I'm alright see I'm staying here at the Ritz tonight what do ya know it made our dreams come true and there are fancy cars and diamond rings but you know that they dont mean a thing cause they all add up to nothing compared to you, well remember me in ribbons and curls, I still love you more than anything in the world, Love your baby girl Your baby girl (Dear Mom and Dad please send money, I'm so broke that it ain't funny, well I dont need much just enough to get me through) Your baby girl (please dont worry cause I'm alright, see I'm playing here at the bar tonight -dreams come true.) (C)2003-2008, Bob K Mertz - Some Rights Reserved |