Wednesday, June 11, 2008


"My Reason"

I've never liked the shelter
I'm constantly alone
I'm poinitng out my weakness
There's an emptyness at home

I need to find a reason
To live this way
I'm running out of patience
And my life is over

I'm standing here
but I'm on my way
searching to find an answer
I'm standing here
but it's all the same
and I'm running out of patience

(Chorus)
And I will take my reason
from you
And I've gained a reason
from you

But you left me
You left me here
And I'm alone

Been stripped of my innocence
Take pity in myself
A certain chain of grievance
That puts me in this hell

I need to find a reason
To live this way
I'm running out of patience
And my life is over

I'm standing here
But I'm on my way
Searching to find an answer
I'm standing here
But it's all the same
And I'm running out of patience

(Chorus)
And I will take my treason
from you
And I've gained a reason
from you

But you left me
You left me here
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
I'm all alone

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Well I'm searching
To find my reason
To find a reason
To find my reason
Why I need you
And I need you
And I want you

But I need to
Get away from you
And I need you
And I want you

But I need to
Get away from you
And I need you
And I want you

But I need to
Get away from you
And I need you
And I want you

But I need to
Get away from you

And I will take my reason
from you
And I needed somebody to love me
But you just left me here
And I'm lonely
You know I needed
Someone to love me
But I'm all alone

"My Reason" by Linkin Park

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Tuesday, September 30, 2003


Today was definately a Linkin Park kinda day... and then they wouldnt let me listen to linkin park after close tonight at work.... oh well, im getting my fix now.
I'm so fed up with everything.... I just want some things to be different... mom just told me that I have to be at my grandmother's house in the morning to help clean it.... this is ... ahh, im gonna try not to swear. I have to work 2-close tommorow and I like to go out to lunch with Jim and Jason and.... dangit... I need a vacation... I cant wait till december for our ski trip... away from everything.... away from mom and dad, away from the tiff crap... just away from everything....
Ahh yes, the tiff stuff.... tonight when I got home from work I had an IM from her that said "please tell me what that was all about" ... I dont know what to say to her... I'm fed up with the situation... Im tired of things starting to look positive and then falling back to the way they were. I'm really starting to think my friends are right and I'm being played... I dont want to believe that but maybe I just need to realize it and move on. Jim has been trying to convince me to go to this "Equally Yoked" place which is for Christian singles... maybe thats what I need to do.

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