Wednesday, June 11, 2008 |
"My Reason"
I've never liked the shelterI'm constantly alone I'm poinitng out my weakness There's an emptyness at home I need to find a reason To live this way I'm running out of patience And my life is over I'm standing here but I'm on my way searching to find an answer I'm standing here but it's all the same and I'm running out of patience (Chorus) And I will take my reason from you And I've gained a reason from you But you left me You left me here And I'm alone Been stripped of my innocence Take pity in myself A certain chain of grievance That puts me in this hell I need to find a reason To live this way I'm running out of patience And my life is over I'm standing here But I'm on my way Searching to find an answer I'm standing here But it's all the same And I'm running out of patience (Chorus) And I will take my treason from you And I've gained a reason from you But you left me You left me here I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone I'm all alone Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh Well I'm searching To find my reason To find a reason To find my reason Why I need you And I need you And I want you But I need to Get away from you And I need you And I want you But I need to Get away from you And I need you And I want you But I need to Get away from you And I need you And I want you But I need to Get away from you And I will take my reason from you And I needed somebody to love me But you just left me here And I'm lonely You know I needed Someone to love me But I'm all alone "My Reason" by Linkin Park Labels: linkin park, lyrics (C)2003-2008, Bob K Mertz - Some Rights Reserved |
Tuesday, September 30, 2003 |
I'm so fed up with everything.... I just want some things to be different... mom just told me that I have to be at my grandmother's house in the morning to help clean it.... this is ... ahh, im gonna try not to swear. I have to work 2-close tommorow and I like to go out to lunch with Jim and Jason and.... dangit... I need a vacation... I cant wait till december for our ski trip... away from everything.... away from mom and dad, away from the tiff crap... just away from everything.... Ahh yes, the tiff stuff.... tonight when I got home from work I had an IM from her that said "please tell me what that was all about" ... I dont know what to say to her... I'm fed up with the situation... Im tired of things starting to look positive and then falling back to the way they were. I'm really starting to think my friends are right and I'm being played... I dont want to believe that but maybe I just need to realize it and move on. Jim has been trying to convince me to go to this "Equally Yoked" place which is for Christian singles... maybe thats what I need to do. Labels: depression, linkin park, single, ski, tiff (C)2003-2008, Bob K Mertz - Some Rights Reserved |
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